Anger and Depression

The Reason why I picked these is because I don't know anything about anxiety. Well about anger, everybody gets mad at something once in awhile. Like my teacher, when we don't listen to him he would get quiet and look so pissed off. LoL yeah same here I get mad at something once in a while. My brother ticks me off, my family ticks me off, arguing pisses me off more. Most of all..one thing that sometimes tick me off is that when i go to church people i know would look all innocent. And when I see them around outside of the church they sin, call people names, cangaciuq, and gossip, things like that. Well it was their choice but i have no power to change that. They have to decide on their own I guess. As for me, my sister told me these stories and about dreams. After that night I DECIDED not to run away from the one who died for me. I cannot lie about that, but this time I'm taking the right direction. Well anger is just the feeling that makes you all grumpy and makes you want to beat on something or someone. Everyday there must be anger. Some people get mad at something or something even though they don't have any reasons. Well time to work on depression.

DEPRESSION
BUM BUM BUM......Depression is a decease that makes you feel sick everyday.
There are a lot of people that has some depression and some people die from it. Others too that has depression wants to die so they suicide. I know a lot of people tried doing that. And some people died from doing that. Well I don't think I get depressed. Or I just don't want to tell anyone that I too have problems. I don't like talking to people about it i just keep it all to myself and I make through all the bad and the good days. Well enough about me, lol so what you think what depression is???? well i think its a decease, that makes you body sick. Well im gonna stop right here cuz i think its long enough. my teacher didn't say I have to write about my depression. Or i dont know. Well that all im gonna say. HOLLA!

Stressers

My everyday stress is mostly at home. I don't know why but I don't want to say. Well another thing that stresses me out is that everyday in school is the same. Nothing exciting happens in Kipnuk either. That's another thing that stresses me out. Everyday there is nothing here for everyday things. People may be riding around but where would they go? Heh..this place sucks, I mean REALLY sucks. If I had a choice where to live I would probably move to Bethel. Or anywhere but here. Another thing that is really stressing is that I have a lot to work on; especially in math hour. I may not show any expressions if I'm stressed about something. That is one if the things I like:D haha well I don't want to write good on this so screw this. I just want to do what the teacher told me to do. Write in my blog thing right here until its long enough. Well thats one of the things that stresses me out. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you how I go through my stresses. When I go through stress I sometimes chew gum or listen to music, OR I go through them, face them and finish what I gotta do. Like I'm doing right now, even though I dont want to type in my blogger I'm trying to finish what I got to do. I want my work finished and get it over with. I have to write so looong cause of my teacher. Well I'm sorry if I'm boring you. But thats how I'm feeling right now, well....MATH hour is almost up and this is how far I got so far. Well I got time to tell you about my little brother. My little brother is adorable, loveable, easy to get along with, and always helping out around the house. WRONG!!!! my brother is horrible..he isn't easy to get along with, and all he does around the house eat, sleep, and [[S@#]] yeah, thats my bro, hes the one who mostly stresses me out. But I still gotta love him because he's my brother. Sometimes I feel like my parents don't appreciate me, but I still love them anyway. I don't really care if they give me hard time and the people around me that is giving me a hard time. Here I am typing everything that is going on my mind. Haha funny....well anyways I guess this is long enough. I hope I get credit for it....LAYDAZ!!!

Mental Health

Today in my class my teacher wanted us to make a blog about ourselves. First of all he came up with a title about our mental health, since we're on a subject of mental. I may have a positive or negative attitude, depends how my day is. Most of my days are negative when my brothers are being little; whatever. They Stress me out a lot, but how I overcome them is that I scream my lungs out or grumble a lot. Some people in school see me quiet, but if they really knew me, I'm wild! well not that wild but loud. If I'm in a good mood, I have a positive attitude towards others, and things like that. Well...I don't really know what to write my metal health. Sometimes I have high self-esteem, and sometimes i have low self-esteem. But the way I think about my life is okay I guess. Well the teacher said I have to describe my positive, negative, and defense mechanism. Well my positive way for the day I make sure nothing gets in the way that will make my day miserable. Whenever my brother gets me mad I listen to music and calm myself down. Whenever I'm pissed at something I try calm myself down. I listen to music, do some chores, and grumble a lot when I have a bad day. Whenever I'm in a good mood I know that my day would be a lot better, or I try to make it better. The other thing that tick me off that if someone tries to mess with my friends or my family, they're going to miss with me too. I don't like my friends and family going through a lot of things I had to grow up with. Sometimes I defend them, get into a fight. But I never fought since last year. I got so tired of it so I just went for it. If something that ticked me off for so long I lose my temper and do something I'm not suppose to do. And that's what i did last year. Well I guess this is long enough...or I don't know...this thing is getting annoying....